hard to find

I can’t sleep tonight

Thinking of last night

The night you and I spent together

The night that we laughed and smiled with each other

When that night has ended

My whole world turns complicated

And confusing days in my life started

We were away from each other and separated

Now I’m writing this poem

For you to see that I’m having a hard time

It’s hard to forget you

But it’s also hard to stay with you

I don’t know what to do

My heart says I want to be with you

Contradicting to my heart

My mind says let us be apart

How in this world can I forget you?

When I realize that my love for you is true

But why I will stay with you?

When you just show me how painful to be in love with you

Forget you or stay with you??

What should I do??

Mind over heart or heart over mind??

Answers in these questions are hard to find